Without you...

When I gave you that last kiss, I didn't want to let you go
Standing there in your warm embrace,at times I can still smell the scent of you
Like you are here hugging me again.
There were times I feel as though you never went, and I turn around hopping to see you, Sitting on the bed and waiting for me.
I'm still not used to sleeping by myself, It's more than lonely to be in bed without you.
The night seems so long when you are not around. I woke up so many times at mid night and expect that morning will comes soon, but still clock is ticking so damn slow.

I miss every moment of us together, the night time that you always kept me warm.
You cuddled up against me and Our bodies touched all through the night till dawn.
Even if it was just my leg draped across yours with my elbow touching your back, I am sure that you’ll always there beside me.I knew I would be okay and that nothing could happen to me as you kept me safe.
In the morning I knew I would wake up with you, You always kissed my forehead before doing anything else and If I was already awake you would kiss my lips softly and which I always love the most.
I can still feel the pressure and warmth of your kisses, some mornings that we woke up late and we were too rush, we took shower together and that is one of the thing I am dying for.

Another thing I miss is your touch.
When my stomach or my head was hurting for whatever reason, all you had to do was lay beside me with your hand resting on my stomach and cool my head with the ice, babe, You just had the touch to ease all the pain.
You may not think this really worked but trust me, it did, very well.
Every time I feel sick, I wish I could just have you back for a second so that I could feel that touch once again.
But now I let you out of my reach, out of my sight so that you could go do your tasks.
Even it is just for a week, but without you, a week is not just 6 days or 7 days but to me, I feel like a Year.

My dearest, you are my husband, my world, my soul, my heart, my everything
And I will stand, right here in this exact spot you left me, with open arms waiting to hold you so close.
My lips will be here too, waiting to press against yours,
My eyes are searching for you and will continue to do so and my body is waiting for your warmth.
I just can’t wait for Friday to come, can’t wait to have you back in my arms, and to feel your heart beating against mine.
I love you and I am missing you badly.

With lots of love,
SOCHEaTa

When You Have A Mother

Here are the lyrics of a famous mothers day poem titled "when you have a mother" by Susan P Schutz.


When you have a mother
who cares so much for you
that anything you want
becomes her desires
When you have a mother
who is so understanding that
no matter what is bothering you
she can make you smile
When you have a mother
who is so strong that
no matter what obstacles she faces
she is always confident in front of you
When you have a mother
who actively pursues her goals in life
but includes you in all her goals
you are very lucky indeed
Having a mother like this
makes it easy to grow up
into a loving, strong adult
Thank you for being this kind
of wonderful mother.

To my mom - Janeth Moon: I hope you like this poem, mom coz it is so meaningful and this is what i wanna tell you how much i am proud to have you a my mom. there is nth i have to scared of, coz by having you near to support me, i know everything is possible and for the sake of a very warmth parental love and caress, this cute angel of yours will be the flying high to where no one can ever imagine of, i will never let u down mom. thx for always believe in me.
with lots of love,
Cute angel